I will smile because I deserve to.

 I was bored  and sad. Actually I am really sad, I feel like everything I worked for is falling apart.

Everything I wanted before is not what I wanted now. Confused. I really don't know what I am feeling anymore this pass few days. 

The feeling of being unwanted is always there, I hate that feeling. I feel like everything is falling apart, then Vito hugged me while I got home. The feeling of a cute little boy hugged and kissed you and said, "Iniintay kaya kita, sabi mo uuwian mo ako ng fries" 

That hug really took my sadness away, the feeling of being wanted and being loved.

A child's love is so pure and innocent, I really like the feeling of it. And finally the warm smile I have that my co-workers really loved was back. (they noticed that I wasn't smiling a lot at work like a used to)

The second picture to the right, FINALLY AFTER 3 MONTHS I CAN BUN MY HAIR AGAIN! Not as perfect as before but still I can bun it! :) 

Bunny Ears! 

 I learned this pose from Vito! BEAR CLAWS!!

 

Last time I had bangs when was I was in second year high school and I was thinking that its time to change my hairstyle before this year ends, I am thinking of changing my hair color into light brown and dip-dyed too! I am thinking of having bangs as well! What do you think bangs will look good on me? 

And yes! That is my MOLE! 

 I am grateful for having people who loves me! Maybe their presence is not physically with me, but I should not think that they have forgotten about me. Well, sorry for that. My biggest enemy is myself, I over think a lot. I forgot to be thankful for what I have. :)

Profile Picture!

This is my new profile here at Blogspot, this is just my temporary DP. I just love my hair here! I guess I hafta visit the salon soon so I can cut my hair so I can have bangs! Whatcha think? Bangs will suit me? 

Awkwardness.

Well, I read 50 Shades Trilogy via PDF file because I don't want to buy the real book, because I know my mom will read it too. And I don't what her to know that I am reading an erotic love story. Unfortunately I don't have an iTouch so I can't download an ebook. So I finished reading the trilogy the story is nice I only wish that they didn't showed or wrote the exact detail of their intimate moment. Right?

Well, there is a book a came across at National Bookstore Greenhills, and the title is BARED TO YOU. Its like 50 Shades why is it awkward? Because I downloaded an Audiobook of it! I can't find a complete PDF file of it! And I was desperate to know the story of the Crossfire Novel. I am thinking it is a bad thing to download it as an audiobook because the scenes there, she reads it with full expression! with the "aaah" "i b-bb-eeg!" something like that. Natatawa ako pag naririnig ko kasi ang awkward talaga!

Just Sayin..

I WILL START MY OUTFIT POSTS ON OCTOBER. Hihihi. I hope you will like my chooses of clothes.

Second Anniversary Dinner.

Because our anniversary was on a wednesday, the ugliest day of the week because its the middle day of the week, We planned to have dinner and watch Resident Evil at a nearby mall because we have work and school on thursday and I was an hour late because I came work.. We ate at Pizza Hut.

Because I wanted to try the Bacon Supreme Pizza!

Cream of mushroom! Our all time favorite!

Gab's Ceasar Salad! YES! He chose a salad instead of a heavier meal!! Embarrassing because my main dish is heavier than this!

My all time favorite Lemonade! :) 

Gab's Lemon Iced Tea.

Solo Bacon Supreme! Which doesn't have too much bacon! Ugh. 

 Supreme Pizzaaa!

My dinner! Baked Fettuccine, see I told my dish is heavier than my boyfriends! Well, He ate almost all the pizza naman e! 

One of the most delicious Chocochip Cookie is from French Baker! When I eat it, I remember my childhood days when my mom used to buy loads of this cookie for us!

 HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY. :)

I wore my very dainty skirt that night! :)

I REGRET THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T TAKE TOO MUCH PICTURES! 

Snapshot.

Remember the top I was wearing? It was in this post, well I finally wore it for the first time at work. Then I went to BHS to have dinner at AG's house. Hihi.

Before I went home, I bought Vanilla Ice Cream (my ultimate favorite) then I just have to take picture! :)

 I love the blue print of the tank top!

  

I was suppose to take pictures of myself at the coolio mirror, but he just have to cut in and join me! 

Stripes and Lucian.

 I just had to share this, I look blooming here after all the work I had that day and I played with Bebe Lucian.

Lucian is our half pomeranian half shih tzu pet, he is one the most active dog I've ever seen he is so hyper! He always runs around our house especially when he sees me. He is very playful, he sometimes bites us when he is bored I guess? But he is sweet pup! :)

Meet my nephew: Vito

He brings us sooo much laughter in our house, his smile is very wam, his hugs and kisses are the sweetest, His name is Alfonso Vito Sta.Ana! He's my second sister's son. He may not know his father but he is well loved by our family. 

He was born when I was in Grade 6 which was 6 years ago! GAAAH! Timeflies! I can't believe our baby boy will be entering primary school next year it feels like yesterday his just a baby!

Well, I was taking pictures of myself when this boy came up to me said "AKO DIN" So I thought he just wanted a picture of us, well I was wrong! So wrong! HE TRIED ALL THE EFFECTS IN WEBCAMTOY! And these are some of our best shots! :)

Rainbow effect

 Fish Eye

 Underwater Effect

 Quad Lomo.

 Snow

Old Movie. This shot is just so cute! Look at him! 

 fire effect. He said " AKO SI HEATBLAST!"

 Quad Neon

Disco Lights

Aren't we cute? Many people said that we look a lot like each other when I was in his age!

ALFONSO VITO STA.ANA aka. Togiiii, Vitorio, Alponching, Bebe, Kulit. Torgs.

CUTE ISNT HE?

Well, he has solo shots So do I! :)

Mommy's Celebration!

 Well the birthday celebrant, Mommy Jess, wanted to eat something particular! She wants to try Bon Chon for her family birthday dinner. So she decided to go Robinson's Galleria to eat Bon Chon she invited me because she treats me like her very own daughter! Cool right! Anyways because I am working on Mcdonald's Greenhills I decided to just meet them at Galleria na lang. I arrived an hour or two early before they arrived, I liked it because I roamed around the mall. I love Robinsons Galleria! Especially the 50th Avenue, going back. I told my boyfriend to meet me earlier at Galleria, So I told him to meet me at Bestsellers. (Yes I love books! I am a bookworm) So I reading Christian Louboutin's Gigantic book! I loved it! The history of his success! 

When AG got there, well he asked me to go down the first floor of the bookstore and he read books as well, BASKETBALL RELATED BOOKS! And the book of Arnold Skadjioasdfineger! (The guy in terminator) 

When the family arrived at Galleria, we went straight to Bon Chon.

 I really like the wall of Bon chon's, Specially the part where names of countries was written.

Bon Chon's Menu.  Honestly I love the Soy Garlic than the spicy one.

While waiting for the food Mommy Jessica took a picture of me and Ag! They said that MAGKAMUKHA DAW KAMI? I don't see any resemblance...

 Chicken Burger? HAHAHA!

 Soy Garlic and Spicy Chicken.

 The Veggie Side dish.

  If I am not mistaken, This the calamares?

More Chicken! Well, because my mommy best friend wanted Bon Chon so bad! She almost ordered 'em all!

While in Nike, we saw this shoes! THE SIZE IS BIGGER THAN MY FACE!! Scary! 

ACCESSORIES AT REBEL! :)

Jaybee, Miguel, Vince and AG! 

While at Krispy Kreme you can see that the boys was very comfortable at their place! Its like they have a conference or something! Hahaha! 

GOOFING AROUND AT KRISPY KREME WITH MY BAAABE.

The boyfriend and the mother! They look sibling here.. Btw, DONT YOU JUST LOVE HER AZTEC JACKET? BECAUSE I DO!! 

He said "HE IS BUUUSOG" na! :)

With the birthday Girl! When went shopping together! Somebody told us that we're siblings! She is very youthful looking kasi! I love you mommy jess! :) 

Lastly my super haggard look from work. HAHAHA!