I will smile because I deserve to.

 I was bored  and sad. Actually I am really sad, I feel like everything I worked for is falling apart.

Everything I wanted before is not what I wanted now. Confused. I really don't know what I am feeling anymore this pass few days. 

The feeling of being unwanted is always there, I hate that feeling. I feel like everything is falling apart, then Vito hugged me while I got home. The feeling of a cute little boy hugged and kissed you and said, "Iniintay kaya kita, sabi mo uuwian mo ako ng fries" 

That hug really took my sadness away, the feeling of being wanted and being loved.

A child's love is so pure and innocent, I really like the feeling of it. And finally the warm smile I have that my co-workers really loved was back. (they noticed that I wasn't smiling a lot at work like a used to)

The second picture to the right, FINALLY AFTER 3 MONTHS I CAN BUN MY HAIR AGAIN! Not as perfect as before but still I can bun it! :) 

Bunny Ears! 

 I learned this pose from Vito! BEAR CLAWS!!

 

Last time I had bangs when was I was in second year high school and I was thinking that its time to change my hairstyle before this year ends, I am thinking of changing my hair color into light brown and dip-dyed too! I am thinking of having bangs as well! What do you think bangs will look good on me? 

And yes! That is my MOLE! 

 I am grateful for having people who loves me! Maybe their presence is not physically with me, but I should not think that they have forgotten about me. Well, sorry for that. My biggest enemy is myself, I over think a lot. I forgot to be thankful for what I have. :)

Second Anniversary Dinner.

Because our anniversary was on a wednesday, the ugliest day of the week because its the middle day of the week, We planned to have dinner and watch Resident Evil at a nearby mall because we have work and school on thursday and I was an hour late because I came work.. We ate at Pizza Hut.

Because I wanted to try the Bacon Supreme Pizza!

Cream of mushroom! Our all time favorite!

Gab's Ceasar Salad! YES! He chose a salad instead of a heavier meal!! Embarrassing because my main dish is heavier than this!

My all time favorite Lemonade! :) 

Gab's Lemon Iced Tea.

Solo Bacon Supreme! Which doesn't have too much bacon! Ugh. 

 Supreme Pizzaaa!

My dinner! Baked Fettuccine, see I told my dish is heavier than my boyfriends! Well, He ate almost all the pizza naman e! 

One of the most delicious Chocochip Cookie is from French Baker! When I eat it, I remember my childhood days when my mom used to buy loads of this cookie for us!

 HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY. :)

I wore my very dainty skirt that night! :)

I REGRET THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T TAKE TOO MUCH PICTURES! 

Snapshot.

Remember the top I was wearing? It was in this post, well I finally wore it for the first time at work. Then I went to BHS to have dinner at AG's house. Hihi.

Before I went home, I bought Vanilla Ice Cream (my ultimate favorite) then I just have to take picture! :)

 I love the blue print of the tank top!

  

I was suppose to take pictures of myself at the coolio mirror, but he just have to cut in and join me! 

Stripes and Lucian.

 I just had to share this, I look blooming here after all the work I had that day and I played with Bebe Lucian.

Lucian is our half pomeranian half shih tzu pet, he is one the most active dog I've ever seen he is so hyper! He always runs around our house especially when he sees me. He is very playful, he sometimes bites us when he is bored I guess? But he is sweet pup! :)

Meet my nephew: Vito

He brings us sooo much laughter in our house, his smile is very wam, his hugs and kisses are the sweetest, His name is Alfonso Vito Sta.Ana! He's my second sister's son. He may not know his father but he is well loved by our family. 

He was born when I was in Grade 6 which was 6 years ago! GAAAH! Timeflies! I can't believe our baby boy will be entering primary school next year it feels like yesterday his just a baby!

Well, I was taking pictures of myself when this boy came up to me said "AKO DIN" So I thought he just wanted a picture of us, well I was wrong! So wrong! HE TRIED ALL THE EFFECTS IN WEBCAMTOY! And these are some of our best shots! :)

Rainbow effect

 Fish Eye

 Underwater Effect

 Quad Lomo.

 Snow

Old Movie. This shot is just so cute! Look at him! 

 fire effect. He said " AKO SI HEATBLAST!"

 Quad Neon

Disco Lights

Aren't we cute? Many people said that we look a lot like each other when I was in his age!

ALFONSO VITO STA.ANA aka. Togiiii, Vitorio, Alponching, Bebe, Kulit. Torgs.

CUTE ISNT HE?

Well, he has solo shots So do I! :)

I just wanted to say Hi BEEEB.

Hi Beb, Ang sweet mo kasi, Di ako magpapatalo sa ka-sweetan mo. First of all I wanted to say THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. Thank you beb for being my little sister and my best friend.

You know that our super relationship is unplanned, unexpected! It just happened (weird parang love story ampupu..) Anyways, I will treasure our friendship because *insert music here* "A girl like you is impossible to find, You're impossible to fiiind"  You're my visual walking diary you know everything about me, you know what makes me happy,sad and both my strengths and weaknesses. 

Thank you for giving me advice even though you're younger, that in some situation I feel like I am scolded by someone older than me when you give me some advice. Thank you for being there when I needed you, my shoulder to cry on and ofcourse my partner in crime

Thank you beb because even though we don't go to one school anymore we managed to maintain our awesome friendship actually we didn't maintain it pala, We made it stroooonger! Beb, Thank you talaga. I don't know what to say basta I am grateful that you're my bestfriend!

Even though you're small and most of the time slow I LOVE YOU BEB! I can't imagine life without youuu. Seriously, Screw boys let us live together forever. Hihi. JK.  Iloveyouuu! ♥

Quick Dinner.

I have a surprised sundo at work at Mcdo Greenhills and we ate dinner at Sbarro. Few slices of pizza for dinner. Unplanned dinner! :)

My Cheese Pizza!

AG's Supreme Pizza!

Baby, I am sad. -__-

Vanity before eating! :)

Goofing around! 

Couple Photos!  

Thank you sa biglaan sundo baby! HAHAHA! Much Appreciated! ♥ I love you a buuunch!

Perfect by nature

Well in our batch I guess no one will ever forget to this day! August 4 2010 Firstly, because we the girls waited for this day to happen because of our TLE Activity, Manicure and Pedicure! Then suddenly it was getting dark outside and we simple thought its just a simple rain. Then TADAA! The electricity was cut off! Sunod sunod din ung Thunder so yeah, everybody shouted even the other year levels as well.

So because we can't continue cleaning our nails because it was dark, I decided to bring out my camera.

With Ivy and Carla:

The rain was really falling hard that time and we heard the teachers' say that it is already flooded outside our school, It is almost near our elevated gate. So meaning to see if you go down the three step its knee-length already. So the teachers had a meeting first abt on how are they going to send us down properly. While they were gone, HAHAA! CLASS VANITY. ♥♥

It was really memorable, because the whole class participated in the picture! EVERYONE IS MAKING FACES, SWITCHING POSITIONS. I just love how we bonded this day! :)

JP, Me, Ivy and Carla.

 With John Paul.

With Kayla

With Stelle

Actually I didn't charge my so the battery died when we have like 90 plus photos of this day, actually a lot things happen when we got down on the first floor of our school.We saw kids swimming in the flood like they were in some kinda competition. We bonded yet again to the youngsters meaning pre-school to middle school. We played hide and seek in the dark. Lotsa things happens even flirtationship happen this night! The school was emptied around 8 or 9pm, because the flood did not subside easily.